So I wrote this in crowded place, random situation
and I was so ……………
Something’s
disturbing me. On my mind. Okey. I’m on last year in high school. And it’s like
unexplainable. It’s kinda tough. In my opinion, I need to make good memorize
with my pals.on the other hand, there
are much examination, I’ve to pass the test for entering the university. It
reminds on my future. Talking about dream, my sociology teacher always asks us
to never give up with our dream. He successfully shows us how important dreams
and motivations are. So, before I die I need to “naik haji” and live in abroad
(europe).
For teenagers
like us. There are much things that we really wanna reach. We always have
goals. Like my self. I wanna be a good taekwondo athlete, there is always my
name on top 2 rank at my school, being a part of favourite university, get a
scholarship, get an awesome job, make my parents happy, uh I cannot even write
all here. And the hardest situation is when I wanna go practising taekwondo but
I realize that I need to study harder to pass the final examination and
obviously I don’t wanna if my school grades are downing stair. I hate chosing
something that I love both. I said, it’s normal. Yes because we’re young.
Don’t you
ever think that all those crazy stuff may be will not even come up in older
people’s mind. But, someone opened my mind. My taekwondo senior. He’s about 26
years, he has his own restourant, shortly he has everything he needs. But, I dunno,
the way he’s thinking is like “just do it, we live just for once”. He always
asks me to go exercising taekwondo, everyday. Even when I’m lazy. And the fact
is. What is those all for ? he cannot even join the competition, because he’s
too old. But me, there are 4 years left for me to compete with another fighter.
And oneday. I
ask him, why do you always go practising ? you know, that you’re impossible to
join the competition. Guess what he answer! I don’t wanna regret something that
I didn’t do in my past. Because we live once. Be better, Be thankful.
